I feel empty...

Sometimes I just want to cry, then I ask myself why....and the list gets so long I forget to even cry....whatever works I guess

J Quess - Bittersweet ft T.R.O.N.I.K. by JQuess on SoundCloud

When am I gonna be able to live and do for me......?

I feel fucked up....damn, I regret this shit so much...

"Solid on the surface as I crumble within, but legends are made of vulnerable men"

I was wrong....and it doesn't matter...

Venting

I haven't written here in a long time. I have been so busy with trying to get things going, I haven't had time to really vent on a lot of things.
I miss her so much, this shit is not acceptable any more. I need to see her every day.
I feel like things are going to be great, I'm just so impatient and it sucks I don't have any answers. I need to find a way....

It's Been A While

I haven't written anything here in what seems like forever. It has been a lot going on to be honest. Clear View has been steady climbing thanks to a lot of hard work. I feel like I am really on the verge of beginning to live out my dreams. Inshallah. I needed to come to Mathews for a while to rejuvinate. And happy valentines day my love, I miss you dearly.

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If this is what life is like without her, then by no means do I want it...
She is still my favorite person, 7 days a week, 52 weeks a year...
Hurt people, hurt people...
Sometimes, you realize what you're doing and its too late...
I gotta learn the difference between what I feel and what's real...
The good the bad/the happy the sad/the memories we had/things we never said/the moments that we lost/we all pay the cost/as time goes by we all take a loss...
Getting closer and closer to actually releasing this project...
Finally got started on that movie, its gonna be epic...

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