Venting

I haven't written here in a long time. I have been so busy with trying to get things going, I haven't had time to really vent on a lot of things.
I miss her so much, this shit is not acceptable any more. I need to see her every day.
I feel like things are going to be great, I'm just so impatient and it sucks I don't have any answers. I need to find a way....