Um yea......

I sit here alone,
pondering the exact point my life became this way.
The comforting hand I've longed for,
arriving and then leaving like the wind.
Forgotten like an old toy,
I scream for the attention.
Yet no one hears me...
Are you listening?

 

Although I wrote that a long time ago, I can still relate to it. It amazes me how over the years I've been put in the same situations over and over again. I guess I'm supposed to be learning something that I still haven't. I fight every day not to slip into old ways of thought or old habits, but it seems like the more I fight it the more I'm forced. At some point its going to give and some people won't be happy, but at this point I don't really care.....

 

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