Sunday, April 18, 2010

This Pain

 

It was all good in the beginning, I really enjoyed you. You made me so happy so satisfied. You were a comfort to me. You were everything I needed. You were sweet when I needed you to be, but you knew how to keep it spicy too. After our wonderful time together now you suddenly decide to disagree with me. I now have this horrible pain every time I think about you. But I put up a front and act like I’m ok when in reality it feels like I’m dying inside. I lay down thinking maybe the pain will go away. But it always stays. So I finally decided its time for this pain to go away. I sit alone in this cold room, thinking and waiting for you leave me. Part of me wants to hold on to you but something inside me tells me its time to let you go. I take a deep breath and finally decide that its time for this pain to go. Its with a great sigh of relief that I am finally able to release this pain. This pain that pulled at me from the inside and tied my stomach in knots. I finally clean myself up as this pain is now flushed away. I wash my hands of you…….at least for now……….

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