The more that I think about it the more I realize that there really is nothing left for me in VA. All I have is memories, both good and bad. Memories will travel with me. My future is elsewhere. I am just tired of the same old people in the same situations. I want to be greater than those before me. If I am to have the life I want I'm going to have to leave this life behind. My biggest fear is that if I leave that my family will fall apart. I'm starting to realize that I can't live my life for my family anymore. I've given so much to them but have received so little in return. If I had a place to stay I would leave tomorrow. I need God's help with this one. I will do whatever it takes, but I refuse to be here this time next year.....
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